I smiled today. Actually, I smiled, laughed & even enjoyed a glass of champagne with my bestie. I immediately felt a little guilty. It was the closest I have felt like “me” since Preston passed. Now, (in my “after” life) every time I laugh or smile I stop & think about how I’m laughing or smiling. My mind immediately thinks…
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Yesterday was nothing like I planned. I initially wanted to sleep through the day, but I’m glad I didn’t. For the first few days after Preston passed I couldn’t bear to open my eyes because I knew that would mean I would have to face my new reality. But as much as I wish it weren’t, this IS my reality….
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It’s been one month. One month since I saw your precious face. One month since I felt the weight of your little body on my chest. One month since I kissed your chubby cheeks & smelled the sweetness of your soft skin. . The waves of grief are like nothing I have ever experienced. I no longer live day by…
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A poem written by Preston’s Daddy The plans that we made, and prayers that we prayed. Oh, how I wish you would’ve stayed You are our shining star, and forever will be from afar. Oh, how I wish you would’ve stayed The mistakes you would’ve made, I’d promise you they’d fade. Oh, how I wish you would’ve stayed We wanted…
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God also bound himself with an oath, so that those who received the promise could be perfectly sure that he would never change his mind. So God has given both his promise and his oath. These two things are unchangeable because it is impossible for God to lie. Therefore, we who have fled to him for refuge can have great…
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