I keep wondering when I will start to feel like me again. Don’t get me wrong I have had many moments of joy again. I have felt happiness with my husband or when I am with my friends. We have laughed and danced and cried, both happy and sad tears. I have allowed myself to dream of the future –…
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The holidays have been tough. I spent most of my time off social media last week. I was anticipating to feel down, but the ache I normally have of his absence felt even more magnified and took me right back to the days following his birth and death. I think a lot of the reason people move away from religion…
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Today we delivered a cuddle cot to the NICU at St.Marys, the High risk hospital in our area. It was my first time setting foot in a hospital after leaving empty handed. I absolutely hate what cuddle cots represent. I hate the fact that it’s needed and I hate the fact that it will be used. But it brings me…
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I am so grateful to have had this conversation with the incredible & inspiring, Brittany King (she could seriously be a pastor!) I was so honored when she invited me to be a guest on her podcast, She Beats It, which is about women who have “overcome” by the grace of God. Now I will never “overcome” the loss of…
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Today is Pregnancy & Infant Loss Awareness Day. I vaguely remember seeing this day in my before life, but I never ever thought it would be a day that I would have to participate in. But then, no parent does. Pregnancy loss happens to 1 in 4 women so chances are if you haven’t experienced it yourself, then you know…
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