It’s the most conflicting emotions happening simultaneously. It’s constantly thinking of every potential scenario.. including another loss. It’s replaying your previous birth, and desperately hoping for a different outcome. It’s crippling anxiety and fear, even during a healthy pregnancy. It’s reassuring yourself that surely lighting can’t strike the same place twice.. then realizing it could. It’s fumbling over your words when…
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We are grateful to share that we are expecting baby Anderson #2 this Spring and it’s a GIRL! 🎀 It has been a journey (to say the least), but with every kick and ultrasound photo we have fallen more and more in love with the new life that is growing strong + healthy everyday. 💕 This baby will never replace…
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It’s been almost 10 months since I realized for myself that life can change in an instant. I would be lying if I said I wasn’t completely distraught over hearing the news of Kobe Bryant and his 13 year old daughter, Gianna. When I first heard the news, it wasn’t reported that his daughter was on board as well so…
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I keep wondering when I will start to feel like me again. Don’t get me wrong I have had many moments of joy again. I have felt happiness with my husband or when I am with my friends. We have laughed and danced and cried, both happy and sad tears. I have allowed myself to dream of the future –…
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The holidays have been tough. I spent most of my time off social media last week. I was anticipating to feel down, but the ache I normally have of his absence felt even more magnified and took me right back to the days following his birth and death. I think a lot of the reason people move away from religion…
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