It’s been one month. One month since I saw your precious face. One month since I felt the weight of your little body on my chest. One month since I kissed your chubby cheeks & smelled the sweetness of your soft skin. .
The waves of grief are like nothing I have ever experienced. I no longer live day by day but moment by moment. We have not only had to mourn your loss, but also the loss of the life we planned & the dreams we had. Oh, the dreams we had for you! .
Life is now split into two.. life before you & life after you. In your short time with us you completely changed not just our lives, but you have changed us. And although we can’t see it or feel it now, we know the change will be for good. We know this because we know that God is good & so are His plans for us. He promises to restore & redeem all that has been lost. So for now we will hold on tight to that promise. .
We love you forever our sweet angel.
“I’ll be your legacy
I’ll be your voice
You live on in me
So I’ve made the choiceÂ
To honor your lifeÂ
By living againÂ
I love youÂ
I miss youÂ
I’ll see you again.â€
